Mourning is getting hard

I kept dreaming about tabby last night. I also kept hearing her meows.

Grandma thought she saw her too. 

I wish I had money to commission someone to draw my cat you know something cute and nice for me to remember her by as well. 

had to take the trash out and saw tabby's grave and just broke down. This is horrible.

Tried playing minecraft with friends kept thinking about stuff the server I was on was okay with me nameing something in honor of her. The other server I go on wont mind helping me build a thing. But I just keep getting alone with my thoughts and getting sad.