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Update Good news (no jinxing) I downloaded an older version of live stream guess what it works now aparently the new version has buggies

Okay I wanted to record a speed paint I turn on my procaster and this happens  It has been happening a while now. I have Uninstalled Reinstalled contacted the tech guys, and everything the last time I did it I had to restart my computer and it worked. But I want to know why it is happening now. Unless it deals with my knew antivirus that doesn't make since I have had it for a month and it acted up like this last saturday. Maybe it is mad I recorded 2 streams yesterday he he he. I mean honestly I have no idea.

Any one have any advice I might just record the speed paint tomorrow or just restart computer and if that doesn't work please give me some advise or something. I looked on my account thing and it says I owe them 2 cents....yea long story but I will need to talk to my folks about that.

Does any one know any other recording programs I could use that are free? (Not cam studio last time I used it oh god The program froze and the video went all funky)

I have no idea.

I am doomed

//starts strumming guitar//

Oh why can't I find line arts of nudes

/strums again/

Oh why can't I find line art nudes

/strums again/

That isn't fucking sexual

/strums/

Why does being naked have to be shown being sexual

/strums/

Being naked doesn't mean being sexual

/strums again/

But they still show it being sexual

/strums harder/

Why Why Why WHY?

/ends strumming/

Thank you good night.

Okay yes Women Representation is bad in video games. Yes there is a good amount of stupid going on in the blogosphere and if we subtract the obvious insults we can see that there is some valid points here.

Now the woman who is doing the video game trope thing feminist what ever her name is. She has stolen money from people to do this video series yet I know that I could have done a video (any one really) for a much cheaper price than she asked for (practically free my friends) she stole money.

What she needs to do is this.

Nut up or shut up if you catch my drift. She wants a better female lead game then use that money and hire people to do it. Make your own freaking game.

2 Have the so called 47% (sorry I think that is to high if you think about it in an honest point of view) of female gamers actually by AA games the big ones. Buy a lot of them okay go with me if there are more women buying the big games then maybe it will get into the big companies head that hey maybe we should do something about this.

Now I am a girl I could give a shit about the character I am playing being male or female okay if you looked in my game archives when it comes to characters and gender choosing I have both male and female. If the story is good and the game play is great. I am happy as hell and you will get my money.

But if the game is badly mad the story is crap you wont get my money.

This woman says women are treated horribly because of video games….Um people that is the same mind set as a person who believes violent video games cause violent people. (and we know how that argument goes)

Yes There needs to be better representation. But unless we actually do something (as in not bitching and making games yourself) Then maybe just maybe we will have a better game.

I just want to get this off my chest after seeing all of these articles that that woman has made and people complaining about females and everything

Sorry I just wanted to give my opinion on the situation and if you don't like it. I am sorry but this is my view.
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Well YouTube has a new layout and I didn't want to update but sadly every one will have to use it by June 5th so. That means I am force updating (I don't like it).

So one of the Features it provides is you can make a trailer for your channel for those who are not subscribed to you So I made one [link] see just watch it maybe you guys will subscribe. huh huh huh huh But any way it is kinda funny I made it like an infomercial or silly advert who knows. Just made it kinda last minute and well yea its simple I like it

So Also I need channel art. I have to have like over 2000 pixels or something like that. I could commission some one or ask some one....Or I will just make one myself....I need help with that....

Also I need help does any one have any education in CSS and that I need help I need help with the layouts on my Tumblr blogs. But now I am pushing it to much huh?

So thank you guys for reading thank you.
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Well due to rereading my old journal post I will be removing things....A lot of journal things.

Rework my image if you will. And If I post anything personal it would be up for like a day 3 days top I will remove.

Stuff is coming down one way or another.

So I don't seem like a child like stupid idiot who post personal shit on the internet (like how troll has said) (apparently he needs to tell that to all the other people on the internet)

So yea Trying to clean up stuff even on YouTube

I better get some help here lol I kid I kid I will be doing my best here because well apparently I sound like a whinny brat as some said....Troll will burn.
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Gropers at Cons

Sat Jun 1, 2013, 6:02 PM
 



Been reading up on this grope crew. I hope to karma gods they get punished because damn it I am sick of the whole groping thing to cosplayers. I mean honestly.

I had a friend who went to a con and saw some one do it and he got on his ass telling him off getting security. He and his friends not only enjoyed the con they were stopping the Gropers.

No people if you are at a con please If you see some one groping trying to get to a woman and the woman is not happy with it. Please find the security guys on to him. Or even better take a picture of the said groper and tweet it tumblr it what ever warning your fellow cosplayers and friends about that guy. Hopefully that will teach them something.

These groping idiots need to be stopped and think if we do public humiliation maybe it will teach others to stop. So I like my pic share on Twitter and share to your cosplayer friends to warn them.

Or even better cosplayers get a whistle you know like a rape whistle blow it loudly when you are groped. Or take some self defense classes you know or kick them in the groin they need to be punished.

Or Just don't go alone take a friend with you have them with you. They could be able to you know be like your own security guards.

If these gropers keep happening they stop cosplaying at cons and then ruin it for the rest of the people. Don't let these idiots ruin the fun for others.

 
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Teen TV Troupes

Wed May 22, 2013, 2:22 PM


Just my random thought recorded me talking about it silly vlog thing just thought it was fun. (also Wanted to test to see if I can video embed)


On a little side note
Any one having issues uploading to YouTube as of late? Like it takes me a billion times to upload something and the Processing is taking forever and a freaking day? It has been saying it is taking longer than expected and is qued. Then is stuck at like 95% I am wondering if there is an issue or if it is just me?

I would understand if it was my speed paint moving parts and all that but, My vlog videos are just a picture and me talking that takes forever seriously?

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Any way as you know as well as this one I have 2 other blogs ( self promo moment My art page and my  NSFW ART) So I posted 2 new art works yesterday and I got a notice that there was a massive of faving and rebloging. I thought maybe it was some one who just found me and is faving and reblooging all my stuff....It happens a lot on my Deviant art page (Yes I am self promoted myself again but this isn't the reason I am making this trust me) You know people faving a ton of my work never giving me a hi or a watch but I dealt with it I am not upset over it like I used to be. So I went on to my art page to see who it was....It wasn't one person liking and re blogging a lot of my work. It was MULTIPLE people liking and reblogging my  one art piece. I am so shocked this never happened like this on Tumblr before (Yes on DA but never here) I feel so happy. Some one hug me



Also figured out HTML coding well kinda I Tumblr has this ability you can to HTML or show the coding so copy paste who cares its fun
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Ache

I got bored (nothing happened on lovely tumblr) and well I went to twitter….Oh god the influx of crap. Most the people I follow only advertise some stupid shit retweet some kind of crap, Talk about another person page or is a bunch of bad RP accounts. nothing entertaining me.

What happened to twitter or am I not finding good accounts….(note get rid of some of the pro wrestlers that might actually help).

I spring cleaned who I followed last month and it is still bad.

Tumblr is still number one in my book. if only they had a actual chat thing (not the 3rd party babblr bs thank you)  and no post or ask limit then all would be well in the world.

Seriously am I just not following any one that good?

Honestly click and help me out [link] look at who I follow tell me there is something wrong with those who I follow.

Twitter I swear I thought I would get some kind of funny tweets some kind of entertainment but I don't

Maybe I am a tumblr girl?
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[link]

I got commissioned (well more like requested no money exchanging hand....sadly...just kidding) I posted it on Comic Vine Because he is not on Deviant art and I thought I would share with you guys, I like the work.

Please click link for more information
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Warning I may or may not in your eyes talk about family issues so if you don't like that please don't read.

Well my grandmother is going back to church. Let that sink in for a moment.

Sunk in enough okay.

Now do no panic she has not become religious and like those people who I am not a big fan of. (You know the over religious type) We are still safe from that.

The issue is. The people at the church are asking about me....again.

For those who do not know why I don't go to my (former) church here is some readings for you [link] There is some reasoning near the end of this thing [link]

Now The thing is The last time I went up there was winter (I remember I had a jacket on so in Florida standards winter) I helped grandma deliver eggs. (We have like 18 chickens and they lay eggs every day we sell them I would offer sales but you know they haven't invented a transporter through the internet yet) Well one of the ladies first goes "Oh I remember you....you were at the (insert the church event I do not remember)" She held my face (took all my power to not push away trust me no one touches my face) I smiled walked back to grab her order of eggs and went "Sorry mam you have me mistaken for some one else." then she goes "Oh...you should come join us it is great." I just grinned and went off with grandma to the next  person (Sadly it was the ministers wife I think).

I am kinda annoyed you would think 9 years of not being apart of the church they would give up....Some have, (well they accept there is no way to convince me). The others well let me explain they are newer members, Who heard about me. Some how....Glares at little old ladies at the church and people who bullied me at the church mentioning me for some odd reason. So they think it is a good Idea to try and get me back.

Why can't they put me under lost cause please. I get nervous when any person who goes to my church comes near me because then they want me to join them. (Well it happens at other churches now what the hell)

Fun thing is mentioned this to Wes. and he showed me these pictures that an artist he found talking about what Christianity is and isn't (after reading it some of the little old ladies if not a ton of people are not following it. according to this artist)

But yea Then they ask what I am doing. I told grandma say digital colorist. If they are older they may not ask any more if say say the word computer and if that doesn't work say it is complicated. If they are younger (doubt it) they will understand and if not just say complicated and go off merry way. Wes says she should say is what she does is her business  and she is happy why does it matter....might tell her that to.

Yea That is a life update for all
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Okay every one if you have a youtube account block this person bob Jones He is an apparent spam/troll account being assholes intentional or not it is rude and he said this on my youtube video when I had a little issue

After viewing you rant. I just have to ask Are you medicated? If so take another blue pill. If not well you need help.

I do believe all that person is doing is offer constructive criticism.If your such an artist you would understand.But your not. Just a little girl with an attitude problem and you need to grow up or stop posting family issues online and begging for funds, What a loser!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



I have blocked his but and Removed his comment because of the rudeness



So As you can see I have been dealing with issues like this (dealing with an AHOLE on DA who told me I need an education to get commissioned.)

Seriously 2 people now this week made accounts recently and are telling me this type of shit. I am seriously done with it.



I have been considering going on a leave of absence and just go FUCK YOU ALL.

I mean honestly  I am sick and tired of this shit. You mean well my ass.

Yes I tell you guys family issues but hello welcome to the internet people do that get the fuck over it. If you no like it go away

Side not I am not BEGGING I am asking for commissions if you want to fine if you don't want to fine. I have seen people ask for money because they need it and no one gets on their ass like this. Why should I get this kind of bullshit treatment, It's like High school all over again.

Also insulting a person saying they need medication is rude as fucking hell. I am sick of this bullshit.

SO I have 2 choices either A) I just take a little leave of absence and "Get an education" work on some art and don't post it till you idiots are gone, or B) I keep working on my stuff and just never allow comments or sharing or anything and never talk to any one.
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Well there is a Survey going on Da. Asking questions. I am thinking we could cause a small impact here. If we can let us push the whole Art Theft thing being worked on as well as them actually doing proper updates. Just push saying that the admins need to do a better job on the art thief they cant have you know just the original artist and 3 party stuff we need something much stronger and better. Let us get to work on this,

heck maybe even tell them to remove the more like this option. (well I have it gone only via a script)
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Okay guys remember this little thing I made

Well some one asked me to if they could use it in a GIF set on Tumblr.

Now The issue is the way she (I think it is she //looks on user page// yep she) said her little comment like this

Haii i wanna know if i can use this in a gif set of dave i'm gonna make on tumblr .^^ If u say yes that up to you also i wont foget to source you ^^ Nice job and Ty

I am cringing man Cringing I mean yes I am prone to cute but bad spelling and grammar. Yes I am the grammar queen or Grammer Nazi (that is :iconblackfiredraconis: :iconhitlerdanceplz: ) But I mean I know when to turn it on and off. I feel so cringe when reading it.

At least she asked unlike that one artist who used my Alice knives with out asking me and just shows me. I got so mad that day when I found out. I told her to get rid of my knife or I will report and all that. She goes "I assume it was open to use as stock" I mean read artist descriptions you will find out man you will find out and if it doesn't say it you could ask.

But any way main point, I am not wondering if I should I mean yea exposure and what not but how do I know they will? Also how will I know it will give me the exposure?

I will say no to them of course I mean this person just joined DA and it is paranoia for me.

I wont let them

thought thought it would be fun for you guys to see what they said oh god the spelling ach

Thanks for reading
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Tech Update ETC ETC

Journal Entry: Tue Apr 16, 2013, 11:51 AM
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4-13-13 Stream

Journal Entry: Sat Apr 13, 2013, 8:05 AM
The stream is over and the art has been posted



and there is a video

[link]

Now I need to work on something for an application for um well a comic job I hope wish me luck Jeff will kill me if I don't try he has my harley quinn hammer

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What Sailor Scout am I ?

Journal Entry: Wed Apr 10, 2013, 2:53 PM
Sailor Moon :iconusagilaplz:

[] You're a Cancer.
[/] You're really quite short for your age. (I have no clue I mean I stopped growing I know I am short that is enoug)
[x] You are a hyperactive person. (yes)
[x] Your weakness is cute boys/girls & junk food. (and food in general)
[/] You're very emotional & always seem to be crying over something. (emotional yes crying some times but there is anger)
[x] You have a black cat. (and her name is luna)
[] You hate school, & your least favorite subject is math.
[/] You always seem to be late. (not really for you know doc apointments but other things
[x] You can be kind & loving, but you are very jealous.  (yes I can be)
[x] You try to do good. (and fail at it a good amount of the time)
Total: 6.5


Sailor Chibi Moon :iconchibiusalaplz:

[] You have/had pink (in your) hair.
[x] Your hobbies are painting/drawing.
[x] You have a total sweet tooth. (yea for good sweets)
[] Your favorite colors would be red & pink.
[x] You're typically childish & stubborn. (oh yea very much so)
[/] But you can be selfless, kind, trusting, & wise beyond your years. (I am trusting and wise I thin)
[/] You make friends very easily. (eh internet yes real life not so much)
[x] Your mother is very childish/not mother-like. (mom don't read this I have had issues)
[] You wish you were from the future.
Total: 5


Sailor Mercury :iconamilaplz:

[/] You love school & are quite good at it/You have no least favorite subject. ( I liked it and I was good but I still had a least fav subject Phys ed)
[x] You are always stressed out. (yep)
[/] You love the color aquamarine. (I like it I dont LOVE it)
[] You're sign is a Virgo.
[] You have/had blue (in your) hair.
[x] You are quite shy, & find it hard to make friends. (shy at the first bit then you get to know me and yea)
[] You are always very kind & helpful towards everyone.
[x] Your favorite sport is swimming. (I liked to swim not in a sport way though)
[x] Your mom is always working. (seems like it)
[] You want to be a doctor/nurse when you're older.
Total: 5


Sailor Mars :iconreilaplz:

[x] You have a bad temper. (yes yess yess GOD YES)
[x] You hate learning about more modern history
[] Your dream job is to be a singer or model. (ha ha ha ha ha no)
[] You have dated someone your friend had a crush on. (nope)
[/] You have a friend you're always fighting with.  (its not like well complicated)
[] You can run in high heels.
[x] Your favorite color is red & black. (bloody red and dark evil black yes)
[] You love fortune-telling.
[x] You used to be a complete loner, but now you are popular. (eh true)
[] Your sign is an Aries.
Total:  4.5


Sailor Jupiter :iconmakotolaplz:

[] You hate airplanes.
[x] You're a tomboy, but have a girly side. (show me pictures of cute animals you will summon it)
[] You've always been taking care of yourself & are independent.
[x] You're very strong-willed.
[x] You're a troublemaker, or so people think. (yep
[] You're one of the tallest of your group of friends. (shortest)
[] Your sign is a Sagittarius.
[] You have an ex who you're always thinking about since everything reminds you of them.
[] You have dated a lot of people.
[x] You love cooking more than anything. (I do like it I should do it more often etc etc etc)
Total: 4


Sailor Venus :iconminakolaplz:

[] You have a white cat.
[] Your favorite foods are Japanese foods.
[] Your favorite colors are red & yellow. (oh god no)
[] You love to exercise. (hell no)
[/] You are very cheerful person. (depends)
[/] You love singing. (I like to if no one is making me)
[] You're good at almost any sport. (hell to the no)
[] You're an only child. (was)
[x] Your sign is a Libra.
[] You would fake your own death.
Total:  2


Sailor Uranus :iconharukalaplz:

[] You have short hair, enough to be mistake for a boy.
[] You love watching cars race or you race cars. (yes who doens't love left turns....well the firey explosion and chaos that is good)
[] Your sign is an Aquarius.
[] You're into the same sex as yourself.
[/] You're easily annoyed by people. (I can be)
[x] You have a very dry sense of humor. (been told that alot)
[] You enjoy running. (oh hell to the no)
[] You have a girlfriend.
[x] You love to confuse people. (its fun)
[] You're a huge flirt.
Total : 2.5


Sailor Neptune :iconmichirulaplz:

[] You're average height for your gender.
[] You're very elegant & lady-like.
[] You are into the same sex as yourself.
[] You have a girlfriend that you just pretend is a good friend.
[] You are very selfless.
[] You're a Pisces.
[] Your least favorite food is mushrooms. (oh hell to the no I love mushrooms)
[] You love music more than anything.
[] You have/had green (in your) hair.
[x] You can play an instrument of some sort. (harmonica guitar and the oh so popular wood block)
Total:  1


Sailor Pluto :iconsetsunalaplz:

[] You're a Scorpio.
[] You want to be a fashion designer when you're older.
[x] Your favorite color is dark red.
[] You drink green tea. (nope I like normal tea)
[] You are not the best at playing music.
[x] You are quite blunt with your statements. (gotten in trouble for that)
[x] You enjoy sewing & cooking. (yes I like it)
[] You would be considered a loyal friend.
[] If you could have one superpower, it'd be to tell the future.
[/] The bug you hate the most are cockroaches. (I am not afraid of them they just bug me)
Total: 3.5


Sailor Saturn :iconhotarulaplz:

[] You are by far the shortest of your group of friends.
[] Milk disgusts you
[x] You enjoy reading more than anything. (I do read while on the computer and in my bed and I have been known to hit the book limit at libraries)
[x] You hate working out because you're considered weak. (well duh I am weak look at my legs)
[] You're an only child.
[x] You have very few friends. (true)
[] You're a Capricorn.
[] You're a very shy person.
[] You live with your father.
[x] You care for others & appreciates sincere friendships. (I always did)
Total: 4


Well We have learned something very important I am like a lot of scouts and we learned very little.... So um yea lets see who else will do it

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I was so productive today in my art world

I get to cook dinner for granny's birthday it is a good day  I will be doing something with noodles sacrificing 2 of my ramen packs in the process its okay I will be comped.

ach I want to work on more art but every time I see one I think of oh this is a good speed paint....I am like no I must work on something else something not anime or video game or comic book but I really want to work on something like this though its fun....

I remember when I could work on something  and not worry about speed paints and all that I might not do one this Saturday after that massive work I did last time oh god it was 8 hours strait stream I need a break I guess maybe no stream Saturday who knows.

So I just went on a Doctor Who kick With the new episodes and well my friend Jeff all caught up it is kinda cute actually I mentioned how he asks questions and all I can say is :iconriversongplz::iconspeechbubbleplz: Spoilers

Every time I did it I sounded more and more like her scary huh?

Now he is caught up and we watch it now well more like I watch it on at 8 my time then again at 11 my time 8 his time then we talk and get all nerdy its fun....

I have no clue what to do for my live stream I have an idea that deals with Punisher but who knows :shrug:

also my back has been hurting me well not my back but shoulders and spine I might just take a break and nap I got no clue any more.


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WTF

Journal Entry: Fri Mar 29, 2013, 3:16 PM
okay I have received 2 notes today okay the first one

He asked if I had a Skype  (well more like u got skype :) ) I don't even know this guy and he doesn't even spell correctly I told him to go away and leave me alone

2nd one is giving me a you know one of those hacker alerts on DA bullshit.... (I changed my password any way not because of the hacker but because I felt like it)

Is there a way I can block idiots like this seriously honestly I do not need that. When I see a note I think it is important not some BS like this.

I blocked both of the idiots just because I don't need drama I even looked on my watcher list they are not even on it so I still don't see why they contacted me

Uhhh please some one give me a cookie and a hug and a Hugh Jackman (preferable wolverine) body pillow I can cuddle and chocolate lots of chocolate

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Okay my friend jeff went to a comic book signing well the guy at the signing was the guy who wrote the x-men fatal attractions story line for a sum up [link] and those who don't want to read the important part Wolverine had is metal ripped out of him....This made me cry....I read it (Well not when it came out but when I was 10 ish I feel old) I cried I loved wolverine....(pre jackman people a pre jackman wolverine fan that is a girl accept it accept it)

Any way I said as a joke To make the man apologize to me for making me cry....Well Jeff jokingly asked him if he would and the guy said Any one have a camera phone and well this happened

[link] okay I recorded the video posted it on youtube only those with the link will see it blah blah better now

I never thought it would happen....

Apparently he had fun with it. The write apparently was a comedian (How can he be so funny but be so cruel)

Yea watch it for some laughs
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